keep calm.

5 more days! I have so much to do! I'm going kind of crazy trying to keep everything straight. So i did what anyone would do, I made a list. If I could make a list for everyday of my life I would, maybe I should start that right up!? Wouldn't be a bad idea. ok ok. add that to the list. 
I was NOT this stressed an hour ago, and now I feel like there is not enough time in a whole month to get all that I need to do squeezed into 5 days! I'll need to write down breathing on the list, I could forget and hyperventilate to death. shoot.

Someone seriously help. 

MOVING TO ARIZONA! 

(march 1st people)

might as well. 

It's the moment of truth. Have I truly survived my first official day jobless?

I think it's safe to say I'm ok. No tears, no anxiety attacks, it actually turned out good. I wish I would have remembered to turn off my work alarm, that was the one and only time I was actually sad hitting the snooze button. I actually had time for the gym today, high fives all around. I met up with my Mom for the usual lunch date. This time we chose Jasons Deli, it's actually one of the only places whose "light & fit" menu sounds appetizing. You know how it goes. Of course I just had to run to target and check out the new selection. One can not go to target enough times in a week, heck go twice in one day and I won't pass any judgement. Todays target purchases:

thank you cards.
hummus & flat bread.
greek yogurt.
biotin.
you know. all the essentials.

Next up I visited my cousin Katrina & her little kidlets because I never used to see them since I was always working. So I just dropped by and watched some Peter pan, made valentines, and had a High School Musical Dance Party. Katrina also gave me the BEST of NEWS! They're expecting again, and I couldn't be more excited! Later on I got to play mafia with a lot of old friends I haven't seen in a while. If that isn't a good day I don't know what is. 

The Bachelor sucks me in EVERYTIME! (well...almost) I totally skipped Ben's Season cuz he's gross and resembles DW from Arthur. Sorry I just can't watch that. But otherwise i'm a freak about the Bach! I don't know what it is..ok I do. It's amazing. I wish I started posting about the Bachelor from day 1 this season, cuz it's been insane. I used to think I liked Sean, he was the sweet guy that poured out his soul to Emily about 2 episodes in. (Wrong move Sean). What he should have done was thrown on some really tight jeans and gotten rid of those muscles to win Em over. Except Jef with one f was a real looker in that proposal suit, #amiright? Muscles aren't for everyone.

K point is. This season, at least Sean is nice and his abs are definitely working in his favor but that's about it. I swear the next time I see that tongue slither into one of the girls mouth, i'm gonna lose it. Didn't Arie teach him anything!? There's really no hope for him, so we're just gonna move on to the next and most interesting topic of the entire season. Tierra's eyebrow...and Tierra. Let's be honest, we'll all miss her, her eyebrow, her multiple personalities, and dented forehead. We all know why she was still around as much as she was, Sean (the producers) loved her. To be honest, smart move because I know the crazy hell she let lose every time she got her own camera time kept me on the edge of my seat. At least her craziness has already secured her a spot on Bachelor Pad. It's inevitable. Where do they find these girls anyway!? Now that she's finally gone, I don't even know what to think! I mean, I barely know the other girls names. So i guess it's just down to.. the really old but sweet girl...the indian...crazy wedding dress girl...and the other one.

I wonder where they'll be off to next in their worldwide adventure to find love. They've already hit all the most interesting places in the world..Montana & Canada. Dreams come true am I right girls!? Maybe they'll fly on out to Idaho and farm some Potatoes for the next group date. It sure beats jumping into a melted glacier in a bikini. I shouldn't criticize, ABC must have lost a lot of money after Bens season.

Guys! New goal for 2013. Get skinny, get a spray on tan, some clip in extensions and rent a kid I have to leave behind for a couple months & audition for the next Bachlor season. Now I only need some crazy out there ideas for how to greet the bachelor when I get out of the limo so he notices me. First Impressions are EVERYTHING! Any ideas!? I'm not opposed to anything involving magic tricks, real life animals and semi decent cartwheels.

Today was my last day at Shep Studio.

waaitttt..................what?

I KNOW.

I'm kind of in shock right now to be completely honest. I have spent almost every single day 

of the past year at Shep salon. I'm almost afraid to go to sleep cuz then I have to wake up and find s

omething to do with myself for a WHOLE day tomorrow. Who needs sleep.

What was life like before Shep Studio? What did I even do? I almost forgot. 

So here's the deal.

Im going back to BYU in the fall(go cougs) & it's impossible to devote 100% to both the salon 

and BYU so unfortunately I had to choose. Hardest decision of my life, but luckily I know someone who 

knows exactly what I need to do...& that comes in handy when I have no clue myself. So I did a lot of praying 

these past couple of weeks. And i just know going back to the Y is what I need to do. It's been a rough time 

the past little while but I'm thankful for the peace and reassurance I felt in my heart that has helped me get through

 it. I'm thankful for the gospel everyday and that I can always count on my Heavenly Father to guide me to 

where I need to be. Now the question is...what the heck do I do until Fall Semester? 

Stay Tuned.